| 49th, |
[Nov. 19th, 2009 at 01:04 am] |
| [ | I'M FEELING |
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Today is the 49th day,
since you left.
For good.
Ah gong you know I still do think about you alot?
When i see old people these days,
I cant help but let the sadness get the better of me
I'm afraid of death
I'm scared the people I love leave me again
I'm scared to die.
One day I might be sitting on the wheel chair being pushed
by somewhere I barely knew
Isnt life pathetic?
Sometimes I really hope I dont have to live
You know, just dont be here at all.
This was the last photo you took.
With your dearest great-grand-son, Aaron.
The brilliant smile you have on your face
Left a deep impression in my heart.
Yesterday was daddy's birthday.
18 Nov is the 49th day.
19 Nov is your birthday.
21 Nov is mine.
Sometimes I do wonder,
how would things have been different if
You did not pass on?
Would life have been a whole lot easier
and maybe we can celebrate daddy's birthday with yours and mine?
I'm not looking forward to having a good birthday
Honestly I'm not.
Maybe it'll be just a mundane Saturday
perhaps better if I just leave it
perhaps people will forget about me
people I miss and love.
A choke is forming at my throat.
I better go before things get worse.
2009 seems to be a bad year
Nostalgia.It kind of sucks when you feel that you dont matter anymore.
When you put in so much effort for someone but she just,
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| Once a week |
[Nov. 8th, 2009 at 11:48 pm] |
| [ | I'M FEELING |
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Last friday was at Tp,
B went to macs to eat breakfast with classmates
And guess what?
He bought for me and walked all the way back!!
Best meal of the week {:
Anw meeting up on Sat with F5 was good
Cant wait to go out with them soooon!
Today was awesome
Stayed over at B's
And had an activity-filled day!
Though had some hiccups but well
I loved today
More sometime!
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[Nov. 4th, 2009 at 11:34 pm] |
| [ | I'M FEELING |
| |  satisfied | ] |
I was looking for a nice picture
And i chanced upon this! :D my favourite face ^^ used to do it with budds but dozen so cute!!
Oh god i miss them so much
I love weds, though the whole day is filled with lectures,
at least i get to see most of them!
EGJJKRSZ played basketball today
Thanks to Events, which ended one hour earlier
Had so much fun laughing & laughing under the scorching sun & dark clouds
They are like my personal brand of stress reliever
Glad i've got them with me (:
Year One Friends are Friends for Life ♥ |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009 at 10:19 pm] |
| [ | I'M FEELING |
| |  loved | ] |
He was at parkway, he reached the bus stop and his bus came
He refused to take that bus home & waited for another
Guess where he wanted to go?
He said he wanna come & find me to eat icecream but i didnt believe him
He called and asked me to look down but he wasnt there O:
His phone batt died so i thought he went home
Guess what next?
My doorbell rang ^^
Though you didnt stay for long, seeing you really made me grin from ear to ear
And when i looked down to see you do the heart-thing with your hands
I felt a lil sour suddenly
This shows how much i cant bear for you to go
Love you baby D (:
I know this space kinda revolve around one person lately sorry (8
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| How do I live, without you? |
[Oct. 26th, 2009 at 12:52 am] |
Love this picture, I promise we'll travel to greater places together in future baby D (;
and i swear the feeling is damn shiok when you win matches though during trng
Its feels like your confidence is back forever and you can conquer the world
♥ You captured my heart, my soul.
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