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Once a week

2009-11-08T15:55:05Z

Last friday was at Tp,
B went to macs to eat breakfast with classmates
And guess what?
He bought for me and walked all the way back!!
Best meal of the week {:

Anw meeting up on Sat with F5 was good
Cant wait to go out with them soooon!

Today was awesome
Stayed over at B's
And had an activity-filled day!
Though had some hiccups but well
I loved today
More sometime!

Favourites

2009-11-04T15:48:29Z

I was looking for a nice picture
And i chanced upon this! :D my favourite face ^^ used to do it with budds but dozen so cute!!
Oh god i miss them so much
I love weds, though the whole day is filled with lectures,
at least i get to see most of them!
EGJJKRSZ played basketball today
Thanks to Events, which ended one hour earlier
Had so much fun laughing & laughing under the scorching sun & dark clouds
They are like my personal brand of stress reliever
Glad i've got them with me (:

Year One Friends are Friends for Life ♥

Addicted

2009-11-01T15:24:32Z

He was at parkway, he reached the bus stop and his bus came
He refused to take that bus home & waited for another
Guess where he wanted to go?
He said he wanna come & find me to eat icecream but i didnt believe him
He called and asked me to look down but he wasnt there O:
His phone batt died so i thought he went home
Guess what next?
My doorbell rang ^^

Though you didnt stay for long, seeing you really made me grin from ear to ear
And when i looked down to see you do the heart-thing with your hands
I felt a lil sour suddenly
This shows how much i cant bear for you to go
Love you baby D (:

I know this space kinda revolve around one person lately sorry (8

How do I live, without you?

2009-10-25T17:05:24Z

Love this picture, I promise we'll travel to greater places together in future baby D (;
and i swear the feeling is damn shiok when you win matches though during trng
Its feels like your confidence is back forever and you can conquer the world

♥ You captured my heart, my soul.

Faith

2009-10-22T17:50:10Z

Its not easy to have faith in somebody,
much less a team whom everybody else thinks as 'cannot make it'
I know very well how much effort you put in
How I wish i've got the right to make you stay
My heart ached with every step you took to walk away
Seeing your back view slowly fade away..

I know we've disappoint you
Others wanted to give up, but you held on
I feel so foolish to have stupid thoughts of leaving this team
To give it up
What you said made me ponder
"How can you expect improvements when you are so afraid?"
I hope things turn for the better
I'm sorry cx, I really do.

Island fun,

2009-10-21T17:23:44Z

Took a little stroll behind TAS with my favourite friends during break today
Watched a monkey show, it was pretty funny
Ate and half the time i wish i could be sun tanning!
The roller coaster opposite our school is just, well, cool.
Cant wait to ride it!

Anw cant believe we have to go for the Spooktacular at Sentosa
& submit an assignment how funny
But with dozens, its gonna be fun! (;

I love to simply spend my time in the pet shop at vivo
The puppies are so adorable and the way they look at you,
simply makes you want to buy them all home!
One really tiny one caught all our eyes today, and some others in pairs
So cute.

I really wanna give up. The feeling really sucks. But who can feel me?

Thankyou for having confidence in me
Thankyou for giving me a chance
Thankyou for not giving up on me
Thankyou for pushing me
Thankyou for everything

7th day,

2009-10-08T16:09:58Z

A week ago, at exactly the same time,
was the time He was pronounced dead.

Never will i forget how it happened.
A call came, and immediately cried.
I told myself not to, but couldnt.
Next moment i know, i was on the cab.
Still crying.

I stepped through the door,
I sensed the atmosphere was different.
I know something was very wrong
and i desperately wants to now what happened.
But i didnt ask, for fear that the worst has happened.

Joined in everyone else to search for His ic
I was wondering what they needed it for
Saw Sis crying & I knew it happened.
But didnt dare to ask, where is He?

No one managed to find it
Daddy & Aunt said it was in his bedside table
I searched, but gave up
Stood aside and felt so helpless
Useless.
But i know i can find it
So upon the 3rd time, I did.

Then Sis asked, have you seen Him yet?
Followed her lead to the toilet behind.
Tears welled up in my eyes
I will never forget how his posture was like
Lying on the floor

Everytime i close my eyes now,
I can picture what pain he went through
how helpless he must have felt
His heart failed him
and i did too
I feel so so guilty
I should have accompanied him more
Never should have left him in a big house alone.

The rest of the night passed in a breeze.
But my heart ached when he was carried away

And so from the next day we began
The 7 days funeral

The 1st was the worst
In the afternoon when the sun was the brightest
He was brought back
Lying on the strectcher
Some moments passed
People came and we were told that we were not supposed to look
when he is being brought into his beautiful coffin

We filled the coffin with his clothes, his belongings
Loads of paper money and incense
They cover his lower body with this lovely white satin cloth
And i remember, his hands was really cold

Then they said when the nailed the coffin shut, we must not look
So we turned
My heart ached so painfully with each knock that they hit on the nail
Bang, ached.
Cried.

The next few days passed really quickly
Every night we had chanting
& we stayed up as late as possible to fold the paper money
& to watch coffin

I remember on Sun night, it was a special night
Loads of relatives came
And the highest rank and most difficult to invite Abbot came
Many people wearing black robes were there
At least 100 of them
They chant, and so many monks were there
We blocked the entire road
It was a magnificent view
Being in the middle,
My goosebumps rose,
I know He was there, somewhere.

The next night was the burning night
In the day the palace arrived
It was huge
I know He will be contented to live there
At night we walked a little further to an open area
We threw & threw the paper money in
The monk hurried us
& K said,
"Thats what I mean by He's too rich. No time to throw in all the money"
And so we set the place on fire
It was really hot, the flames were raging high up in the sky
I hope He can get the house & money,
So he can start his new chapter well

On the last night before cremation,
most people stayed.
B was there too
They played mj overnight
Lightened everyone's heart

Cremation was the hardest to get by
We walked a distance
& head to Bright Hill
A heart ached once again
when his coffin was pushed in
Suddenly it hit me, He's really gone
We picked his bones
Its really sad
More than 80 years of life, turned into ashes

Its so scary
After these one week, i suddenly realised
How much have people around me aged.
At this point I can be honest
I'm very, very afraid of death.
Its come to a point where i dont see a point in living anymore
No point, since life is so fragile

Memories of You
It have always been hard to communicate with You
I cannot speak Hokkien well, but I still love you all the same
I remember all the nicknames you gave my sisters and i
& I remember once we brought Miko over
and you took a knife out from the kitchen hoping to cut a cake
then Miko started to bark at you like mad
it was really funny, Miko thought you wanted to kill her

Once I remember i followed daddy to visit you at tan tock seng
At that point of time i see you lying on your bed, & I told myself,
I dont want my ah gong to leave us, never
I'm so so scared that you'd die
I know you liked curry fish head
Once aunty cooked one whole big pot for all of us
But you pulled the whole pot in front of you and finished the whole thing!
I know you set strict rules for us if we stayed over
Sis said, No waking up late, no afternoon naps, no coming home after ten.

I always loved to see you sitting at your usual spot
Loved to see you in your favourite pair of glasses
Always loved to call Ah gong when i enter the house
I remember when i was young you always asked me to throw things for you
asked me to run up to get things for you
& always, you made sure i dont drink coke
You always seem to know when i poured a cup
You said it was bad
I didnt listen, so i always tried to hide my cup from you
but now i wish i can tell you
Ah gong, mi xue mei you zai he coke le

You know that night when we were looking for your ic,
I was rumaging through your drawer & I found so many things about you
which i never know before
There was a paper cut out about genting, is that where you want to go?
A Jeanette Aw Sk Jewellery advertisement, did you cut that out cos of her or the gold?
A little cut out bread, why you always liked to cut them up?
And I found photos of your kids when they were young
& a trophy i knew my daddy won for obtaining gold in basketball
That night i realised,
My ah gong is a sentimental man.

Lucky man
Ah gong, you are a very lucky man, do you know that?
You were a rich man in your times
You managed your own business in your glory years
You married a good wife, a very good one
She helped you give birth to 5 kids
2 sons, 3 daughters
And you retired at the age of 50
You managed to see your great-grandson before you left

But its a pity, ah ma left 12 years ago
I know you were devastated
and so were all of us
I was young then, but now, how i wished I have my ah ma here with me
But luckily you were strong, you carried on
& ah gong you know what?
I think you did a great job in being a father
I loved this family of mine. Your 5 kids are so well brought up
Kind people, really nice people

Oh & ah gong you once lived opposite our sg famous Ah Meng!
Do you know that?
Aunty & Daddy said the ah meng was kept by your neighbours as a pet
then the singpore government took him away
oh oh & one actor once lived around the cornor with his mistress
Isnt that funny?

Thanks
I really want to express my heartfelt gratitude to everyone who came
Some relatives came every single day
some applied leave from ns and work
and we really appreciate all the donations & wreaths we received
And most importantly i'm thankful for the nice neighbours around
From the right side of the house, the entire row down the road
agreed to let us build a tent over their compound & let us put tables and chairs outside
By doing so, they have to sacrifice parking their cars along the roadside
Really nice of them
But the house of the left was well, not very cooperative i must say
Luckily grand aunty lived two houses down
It was really nice to see people around
Sending their condolences

My ah gong is blessed.

Abide
Ah gong, i try very hard to abide to all the dos & donts,
Hoping that it'd help in one way or another
Dont wash hair, cut nails, watch tv, use computer, or do anything else for 7 days
Daddy's not going to celebrate his birthday this year as it is still in the 49 days
We wont be celebrating CNY next year
There are so many things we'll give up
All I hope is you'd be happy wherever you are

This year was the most unforgettable Children's Day & Mooncake Festival I ever had

Ah gong, no one can understand how i feel now
I really hoped it wasnt true
I really regret it
You did not say your last words, thats what saddens me the most
No one even knows what is the exact time you left
Your body was stiffened when found
Did it hurt when you leftt?
Did you feel so helpless when you fell?
Did you curse and swear at us for not being there?

I'm sorry.
I know it pointless to feel upset now but I cant help it
These past few days i learnt how to fight back my tears till it hurts
I learnt so many ways to prevent myself from crying
This one week never did i break down and cry in front of people
I could only hide somewhere alone to cry
It hurt so bad you know?
its so long since i cried
I dont want to ruin the strong front i tried so hard to build up
Who can understand this pain i feel?

When a strong person breaks, she breaks every single bone inside of her
Its not easy, not at all

Ah gong yesterday when i was bathing, I saw a moth
I thought it must be you!
I was kinda glad you visited and when you flew around i actually smiled
and I told myself that i must tell my family that you were here

But the next moment that i know,
You were there, lying on the floor.
Helpless.
What happened a week back came to me
The moth laid there, slowly died
I creid and cried and cried
Cos i felt how you feel back then
I'm sorry, it must have been painful, and difficult
After i came out from the bathroom, i didnt dare to tell anyone
I dont want anyone to worry, no

Ah gong, you are a very stubborn and strong man
I've always looked up at you
I've gotten so used to calling Ah gong
gotten so used to hearing you yawn so loudly it echos through the house
I know you loved ah ma a lot
so did we too
That time when ah ma was at her dying bed, i was only 6
but i can remember so distinctly what happened & how she left
It hurts
But the pain I felt when you left is infinite times more excruciating
maybe cos you left without saying bye bye
Or maybe cos i know I've got so much i want to say to you
I wanted so much to learn hokkien so I can easily speak to you
But, its too late

We were still planning for your birthday at the end of this October
Though actually your actually birthday is 2 daysafter daddy's & 2 days before mine
but you wish to follow your chinese birthday
Wanted to treat you to a nice buffet dinner at some fancy hotel
You, with your sons & daughters, grandsons & grand-daughters
and great-grand-daughter & great-grand-son.

Wont you feel blessed?
I can picture you grinning from ear to ear,
How happy at the thought that you have
4 generations in one room.

To be honest, I cried a lot these few days
On and off
It never seem to stop
And together with fever, flu, cough, sore throat & now
extremely painful menses cramps causing diarrhoea & mood swings
Its really not easy, not at all

But i know no one would want to see me like that
Ah gong have high hopes for me
I remember very very clearly he once said to ask me to be brave
and go into uni, dont worry abou the fees cos he will pay for me
It comforts me, it shows my ah gong cares, i know alot, about me.

I hope you have no regrets about your life
And i hope you can find ah ma where you are now
Hand in hand
You two can continue form where you stop from
And watch over & bless your family
I know all you and ah ma asked for is peace & happiness

And from this moment on,
I promise that I would dry my tears
I will stop crying
I will find back the reason to laugh,
the root of happiness
And I will have my smiley faces back
I will not worry anyone, anymore.

But its kind of sad isnt it?
When you're spending your days in so much grief,
Others are enjoying their life still
Life still goes on as normal for them
they still have fun
And in the process, they forget about you
Really disappointed, but i cant expect the whole to mourn with me
Selfish thinkings.
Well, life's is such

Ah gong, I promise i'll be filial to my parents & uncles & aunties
to take care of them no matter what
I will study hard, go to uni & hopefully overseas
I wont let you or daddy down
I give all it takes to make all of you very proud of me

And you must promise me one thing as well, & that is
To be happy no matter what

You'd always be my best and most beloved grandfather.
Ah gong,
I'm gonna miss you wherever you are.

Loads of ♥ w cherries on top,

2009-09-13T17:07:01Z

Through it all, I thank god that I've you around ♥
Thank you for tolerating my mood swings
Thank you for understanding what I'm going through
Thank you for changing in one way or another
Thank you for being so irritating it flares me up sometimes
Thank you for having such telepathy with me it's almost as if you can read my mind
Thank you for saying love you each time we hung up
Thank you for talking on the phone with me every single night since last oct
Thank you for wanting to be in the good books of daddy edwin & making my mummy adore you
& clicking so well with my sister & loving miko so much
Thank you for being such a sweetie at times
Thank you for sending me home every single time I'm out with you w/o fail
Thank you for resting your chin on my head and embracing me from behind
Thank you for being frank with me about what you cant stand about me
Thank you for looking so cute when you wake up, you sleepyhead
Thank you for popping the questions half a year back (;

How many times can i possibly thank you for now hun
Need I say more? ;D

Happy 6th ♥

The real world.

2009-09-12T17:02:40Z

A says this while B says that
A is a hypocrite, B is just too good for us
A says B wants this but B says A wants that
So, who to trust?

F. I'm tired.
Its been long since i felt so down.
It have come to a point where tears dont help anymore
I wanna give it all up.
Why am i so bloody persistent when i've got no right to be so?

Sorry but you've yet to earn my respect, not yet
You're just so f up.

We'll fight.
Think i'm too strong headed sometimes..
But i cant stand hypocrites.
You sacrifice yes, but please f stop talking about it
Its pissing me off

I cant bear to, and I wont let you take away
What i've come to love the most.
I'm so demoralized, so f demoralized.
And please f stop saying as if you know me very well
I hate this most of all.

But still, I feel so,
useless.

Procrastinating in progress

2009-08-22T08:20:31Z

I'm just in the updating mood
In the midst of exams
I really shouldnt be here but oh well
I feel like playing badminton
oh yes i took part in a 10km run for the first time everrr!
Felt really good at the end i must say
You were there to support me and kept me going on
Sorry i was slow like a tortoise

I hope R dear cheers up
J have to be enlisted and cant go Genting with us
I know she's really upset but

i dont know how to cheer her up..
I hope Genting will be good
With all my favourite people
We'll have fun, right?

Hope chalet will be good.
Hope cheers will be good.
Hope gpa will be good.

B and I have been staying over at each other's place
Studying?
Yes, but I enjoy his company the most
(:

Watched a couple of movies
GI Joe was awesome
Proposal was funny (I love that furball dog!!)
Needed to relieve..

Year 2.1 is coming to an end
So fast
Like i just got to really know my classmates
Ssm no more
No more ah ma Eilis
Haha well i learnt alot i must say
Made loads of friends
Became more sensible, stronger
I swallowed my pride
Learnt to tolerate
Learnt to react and think critically
He praised me at the end
I must say actually i dont really
hate him after all
Haha feels so childish now come to think of it
It was all good

Craving for xiao long bao
Craving for guava
Craving for kbox (:D)
Craving for manicure
Craving for wallet (von?)
Craving for more 14th to come
Craving for your company
Craving for your love

I wonder who reads this space?
I'm such a bore
Haha and,
I am bored.

Heal, please.

2009-07-14T16:09:39Z

Stomach pain.
Hospital.
Hole in gastric?
Major operation.
And I didnt know.
Shame on me.
My Godfather.

He dote on me so much..
And i love him.
He's such a nice, decent & loving
Husband/Father.

Please,
he've got so many problems with his health already.
Let him heal.
Bring it on me.

Je t'aime

2009-07-13T18:08:38Z

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

Existence

2009-07-07T15:03:11Z

You.
Hypocritical
Insensitive
Brainless
Irritating
Naggy
Unfair
Stupid
Idiotic.

You.
Sarcastic
Insensitive
Insulting
Rude
Brainless
Egoistic
Irritating
Sucker.

You know i'm hardly mad
But you're really getting on my nerves.

Dont ask,
I just needed to let it out.

Everything's going wrong, so wrong.
What is this.

Heartfelt,

2009-06-26T15:33:29Z

Like what Js say, "The feeling of friends coming to support is really nice! :)"
Teehee i'm so happy and i'm proud of the headwaiter yesterday
He was so good, yes? ;D ( he & shawny & co bought so much!)

I was slightly amazed at the impact fb was creating
A freshie of mine msged me to apologise for not being able to make it
I didnt know he took it to heart. How sweet.
Its really the thought that counts!

&&&! Byyy came ALONE okay i'm so proud of him (:
Thanks so much dear boy <3

Its not the sales that perks me up,
its the sight of seeing familiar faces that brightens up my day
and made my job a whole lot easier

Though i look hideous durig ssm,
i think i still managed to smile haha

I had a supportive team today,
Thanks team, Ms M & Mr C, guests,
Thanks everyone!

Last day, moving on...

2009-06-25T10:42:39Z

Good morning/afternoon sir/mdm, welcome to sugarloaf!

Friday Night Love,

2009-06-21T07:52:13Z

Buffet with team was good!
Laugh and laugh, and laugh
then land of the lost then drinking
then midnight horror movie!
then supper at 3am?
Hahaha then byyy came and stayed over!
Just like last friday when i got back from korea
and he came and picked us up (;
Hee i love you pig fat boy!

Soar like an eagle

2009-06-04T18:54:13Z

So 5/6 of dozen met up yesterday
Hahaha and we always seem to have great fun dont we? (;
From treating ourselves with good food to playing pepsi at playgrounds,
We really had an awesomest day! HOO hall plan more k! Love you guys

I know this is a lil late but, better late than neverrr
Haha, for the 11 of you:

Laoda: I tried to recall how this nickname came about but i cant rmb (!)
I guess its something about projects and what not then you became our natural leader (:
hee i know i can always joke with you without worrying that you'll take anything to heart,
you're a good guy Ld, but dont game so much (!!)
Hahaha i bet your gls miss having you during projs and i miss having you in class too.

Js: I know when i call Js!, you always thought i call Jess. Hahaha
You're like my technology guide, so advanced all.
And its fate that we bump into eah other on the bus sometimes isnt it!
Hahaha cant believe i sat beside you once and didnt know it was you (right?)
So embarassing heh. Miss you in class,
and i dont only miss you cos you can help me connect itouch ah! (;

Shawnyyy: Like to call you this! Hahaha so unique right!
i dont know whether you'll read this but well, thanks for always shooting me suddenly ah!
Hahha, and i'm glad i can be in the same group with you once (micro!)
Miss seeing you around in class, and i rmb you are our potential bf #1! :D

Keith: I'll never ever ever forget that...
You were the 1st friend i made during orientation (!!) remember remember?
Hahha so funny, now that i think back. Time flies, and you know
i kinda miss seeing you entering class late though you stay so near!
And dont you miss your emo hair? ;D

Suuu: Same generation! Hahaha no need say so much right, since our blood got link
It was good to be in the same public speaking class as you and ty, and i loved our speech!
(& your shirt is still with me su!) So touching right, stop animal abuse!
&& you know what? your smile is really nice, smile with teeth more k!
Miss you and your nonsense (:

Uncle: I heard your friend asked you why you call me Auntie
and i was thinking why too? You know i miss the stay at your hse till 1am to chiong proj times
miss your dog (i forgot her name!! ): ) and miss our heart to heart moments
I can relate to you fairly easily, and i hope you wont be emo anymore k?
You'v got us here (: thanks for helping us carry bags! Good old uncle hee.
Miss having you around, msging you more often than now.

Gina: Our Da Jie! Hahaha you know all the girls agree that we really miss having you
during projects? Rushing us and reminding us as of what to do
Thats why we can have such remarkable results :D
Miss always buying fruits with you, see you soon okay!

Claire: You and your signature hysterical laughter. Hahaha Its good C, it wakens our day
Hardly see you now except for during grooming checks at ssm
Miss our camwhoring with the girls, join us more often k! (:

Ta: Dear! I like the chat that we had during htm orientation, though it was so dark & hot,
we managed to talk about *you know you know* haha! I mean catch up alot :D
It is always good talking to you and you brighten up one's day a lot.
I can still rmb you from day 1, the noisy one?
Haha, i know you're happy with J now, i'm so glad and you two look so cute together
Miss you in class, really.

Dee: Hey love! I'll never forget our first htht, at raffles!
Back then we didnt know each other very well, but i dont know why i still
accompanied you for so long and we chat as if we know each other for years
Hahaha i guess its cos fate knew that we'll be such awesome friends
And you know i miss having you around, remember our maggie goreng?
Afterwhich was a lil 'adventure' up at level 5! :D
Hope all will go well for you and A forever, miss you.

Ty: Taoyan! All of them couldnt figure out why on earth did we call each other that
And only we know heh. Ty cant believe we have this status for so long, since sec school
i'm so glad we're in the same year 1 class and manage to come back close again
Some jokes only you and i get it, and i guess its the ty telepathy aint it?
And we always try so hard to jinx! Haha and we did during sundown that day :D
I know some times things might get a lil rough for you, and i'm so proud of m ty
that she is such a tolerant and understanding person, and i love her for that.
Miss having you andyour horny jokes, ty.

The favourite. For now, most of us feel that year 1 class was the best, i agree wholeheartedly
I love my class now too, but maybe its cos the bond that i formed with dozens during the one year,
has became so tight that its irreplaceable.
Miss how we go for breaks together after class, miss us being together
Just so you know, i love you guys.
Xoxo.

And so, I'll be off for Korea in less than 8 hrs time
Damn, wont i miss out on alot and miss alot of people?

Deeeer you just called me and i'm so happy to hear your voice!
Its been so long since i saw/spoke to you!
Man i miss you. I hope you're all good.
Remember this picture? So schwweeet
and so many people thought we were a couple teehee
Good luck for your paper darling! I'll spend time with you when i'm back
I love you

Oh man i didnt get to see you even before i'm leaving ):
I'm sad Ar! but its okay i'll be back soon and we can camwhore
with pixxy and wear chio chio go out k! Hahaha
This is the first photo in your new phone, love sunshine!
Haha ate the cookie i gave you yet? Sweet not
Must think of me more when i'm gone and train hard okay!
Gonna miss you so much
I love you

Last but not least, byyy!
Oh man sorry to ps you during this hols,
i promise i'll buy loads of goodies back for you! :D
I'm scared that you'll feel lonely, so go out more other than coaching!
Gz, i think you'll see this, jio him go mj session more k!
But dont make him bankrupt hahaha
i'm gonna miss you so much dearest
Thanks for accompanying me so much the past few days
And i know you love miko too! :D
Train hard, play harder, miss me hardest
Teehee good luck for your last paper tomorrow!
I love you so deep, and got meaning one k! :D

Time flies.
I'll be back, soon
k getting really late
enjoy hols people, night!

Pheww & i finally blog out such a long post (!)
Wanted to do this since ages ago
Lj please dont eat up my 2hrs of effort!

Happy Family!

2009-05-20T16:44:44Z

I know its been long since i last updated but..
Something happened last night and i feel really good about it i've got to share!
Haha, had family dinner at btk and byyy joined us!
Though he pretty much have to stuff himself with the food that i constantly feed him with,
I'm really glad he came!

And upon returning home, Mummy got so hyped up about playing Carrum (!)
until she ransacked the store to find the seeds.
Byyy entertained her ALOT by playing with her while i gave up halfway
Wanted to take a picture of the old and young kid having fun but i kinda forgot
Hahaha.

Byyy, thanks for coming k!
I know my family's noisy but feels so good to laugh so much yes?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

K more soon (;
Study hard!
And visit sugarloaf on fridays & buy more things to eat please!
Tyvm :D

oh and, i miss dozen!
& deer, where're you?
love you airen!

B, xoxo!

Faith, never dies.

2009-04-05T10:10:07Z

The most spirited award is not for the empire
who screams the loudest and becomes top in every activity.

The most sprited award is for the empire
who knew they were last but never give up.

Thanks Rinku for the past three days,
i'm looking forward the next three.

Our freshies were awesome, i'm so touched i wanna cry.

We can do it.
For them, for us, for Rinku.
For the whole of FO.

Remember.
There is always space for the most spirited empire.

redvacation @ 2009-04-01T20:51:00

2009-04-01T13:34:43Z

The canvas could never, capture the light of your smile

Quick Press- March
Rinku chalet, tighter bonds
09 chalet, gonna miss them all
IT fair, work's a bore and boss's a chore
K's 18th, Birthday boy @ Fish & Co
Deer's 18th, Sahara with favourite 5
Refresh 2, more love
SL camp, awesome Spartozians
& to and fro TK terrace

Special zoom in on 14 March

FO, starting tomorrow
Go Rinsho, Go Rinnex, Go Rindyte
Most spirited empire?
Go Rinku!

Hotmail

2009-02-23T14:54:37Z

I've got 1450 mails left uncleared/read
Once i tried to clear till 800+, i got so fed up i gave up
but now it has accummulated once again
Now i got so tired of it i deleted everything
& gave up the hopes of reading some inspiring and meaningful mails

Sucks when you dont clear inboxes
Only can go green with envy upon seeing that
others have less than 100, or even 10 mails

I've decided to turn over a new leaf
Clear Eilis Clear.
(hopefully)

On a side note, holidays have just begun for me!

And ulcers hurt damn bad.
Cures?

Time

2009-02-18T15:46:45Z

I found this picture highly amusing.

I'm so lazy to upload other peektures
& update about G's awesome performance
with his band at LiveNLoaded
& also the last day of year 1
& not forgetting about Vday?
& about darling Miko's birthday!!

And i must whine about this.
A week back, after like xzxz attempts i finally got 10/10 for my pubspeak quiz!
Then
Just now as i bothered to check if i really did my quiz,
I was talking to D and i accidentally clicked on the TAKE THE ASSESSMENT AGAIN
And there
I had to undergo xzxz attempts again.

Gosh. Time.
I need more. Time.

MAYBE

2009-02-12T13:34:49Z

No, maybe i was wrong.
Maybe you didn't change at all
And maybe, just maybe
You were like this right from the start.

BUTTONS

2009-02-10T16:40:28Z

Update, update.
Why can't i just seem to do so?
Busy month.
Datelines, test.
Outing with Dozen, P

Oh yes CNY, its was awesome
Caught up with cuzzie, he drove me for the first time (!!)
Ophelia's place was superbly big
Length of 6 semis, with swimming pool, garden, open air golf course,
entermainment room with projecter, golf room
and not forgetting a lift in her 3 story high home.

Now i'm talking about CNY
when other people are moving on with their lives.

Benjamin buttons was good, touching.

End sems coming! I'm gonna miss, my class, Dozen.
"How would I ever get through next sem knowing that
this picture will never have the same feeling initially."
-Clement Uncle.

&,
Aren't you amazed at the rate at how people actually change?

p3?

2009-01-12T17:14:16Z

I've got like the Best Dad in the world.
1) A pair of Coach shoes (!)
2) Coach pouch
3) Blouse (Knowing that i dont have the time to shop for cny!)
4) Jeans
5) Perfume (+like $200 worth of free gifts from his friends)
6) &&& itouch! :D:D:D

So tell me, how can i possibly not love him? (;

& now, how about some Peak Performance Programme?

5cs:
Compelled.
Choice.
Commitment.
Courage.
Confidence.

"If you always do what you always did, you'd always get what you always got."
"A distraction will only be a distracton if you let it be one."
"Be+Do=Have"
"My thoughts create my experiences."
"The mind and body are one."
"Dare to dream and acheive for the best."